To Christian Parents of an Atheist Child

father-sonWhat do you do when your kid tells you they’ve stopped believing in God?

As a father of five, I can empathize if you’ve recently learned your son or daughter left the faith. In 2007, my oldest son told us that he was now an atheist. It was gut wrenching. It sent me on a long journey with an unexpected outcome.

First, realize that intense emotion can feel all-consuming. Initially, you don’t even want to believe your son or daughter has left the faith. Just like with a major grief, a reaction of denial is normal. I remember wanting to deny it all for a while.

“It’s just a phase. He’ll grow out of it. God will get a hold of his heart and change his mind.”

You will probably feel like you’ve failed miserably as a parent. In addition, I remember just wanting to shake him so that his senses would return (the anger phase). I’m glad that I didn’t yell, scream or get physical. If you yelled, it’s understandable. Many do. Only a parent knows what sacrificial love for your child feels like. You want to protect them. You want the very best for them.

It can be helpful to realize that you will likely go through the other stages that are common with grief, which includes bargaining, depression and lastly, acceptance.

So what should you do? Are there any easy answers? angry-father-son

The following list might not be what you’re expecting. Actually, it might be hard to read but please hear me out. Let’s start with what you shouldn’t do.

  • Don’t yell, scream or insult them. Yelling “How could you be so stupid!?!” isn’t going to be effective. It’s a real hindrance to having an open conversation. If you got angry, please do whatever is necessary to restore an open connection with your son or daughter.
  • Be careful before insisting that they just need to read their Bible more. I’ve found that most atheists know the Bible far better than most Christians. There are many atheists who actually arrived at non-belief from doing just that — reading the whole Bible. The Old Testament is especially a problem. If you’ve ever read it, you know there are a lot of troubling things in there: slavery endorsed by God; genocide commanded by God; plural marriage; allowance for raping a girl and then marrying her; weird commandments about not mixing fabrics; plus contradictions. The Bible contains many amazing stories and parables of love and mercy, but from a logical perspective, it’s not hard to see why someone would reject the Bible after close scrutiny.
  • Be careful of assuming that they failed to pray hard enough. Perhaps like me, you’ve spent countless hours on your knees over the years. Many former Christians have sincerely and earnestly sought God in tears, but all they heard was silence. We have to admit that prayer is unfortunately, a one-sided conversation. For some, it doesn’t matter and the benefit of prayer is helpful and comforting. But be empathetic to those who have spent significant energy seeking God’s “still small voice” but who never heard a reply, except for their own voice in their head.
  • Be careful of demanding that they attend church every time that the doors are open.
    That’s it! We’re going to church every Sunday from now on!!!
    I’m assuming that your son or daughter is an adolescent or young adult, and if so, realize that the end result of this coercion will be resentment and bitterness from your son or daughter. If your son or daughter wants to attend, great. But attempting to force attendance will generate significant resentment. Suicidal thought can follow. It can also show as a very controlling and desperate maneuver. Admittedly, cults routinely do that sort of thing to do.
  • Don’t threaten them with hell fire and damnation. It ends up sounding like the sort of thing that an abusive lover would say: “Love me or I’ll kill you!“. Atheists don’t believe in hell. You also have to be careful of using the threat of fiery damnation because the doctrine of hell is something that evolved over time and was adopted from earlier religions. It can be helpful to study some of the common arguments against hell which include: “Why would a loving God use a threat (hell) to inspire a relationship with him?“. Or, “If God is the author of love and if He’s the greatest thought magnified, how could a compassionate, nurturing Father send his offspring into eternal torment? Why would a loving God who is omniscient — why would He create human beings that He knows will reject Him, and then let them suffer in a lake of fire, forever and ever?“. So be wary of using the threat of hell as a tool to coerce.

What can you do?

  • Keep the door open for conversation. Don’t beat them over the head with doctrine or Bible verses. Be understanding. Let them know that you are very concerned but that you still love them. Acknowledge that it took courage for them to tell you what has happened. Remember that they are still your son or daughter, and nothing will separate your love for them.
  • After the initial shock has passed, ask them to share why they came to the conclusion that they did. They might prefer to do so in writing, and that’s probably the best medium. Putting thoughts down on paper can be quite clarifying and less heated or confrontational. Allow them to do so.
  • Acknowledge to your son or daughter that “Yes, there are some disturbing and contradictory things in the Bible”. Doing so will validate your child and keep the conversation going. You don’t have to validate their conclusion. But acknowledging their journey means you have some understanding. Religion can be a very divisive thing. Don’t let it tear your family apart like it did mine.
  • You might have a book that you ask them to read. Your pastor might recommend one. That’s fine. But be willing to reciprocate. Your son or daughter will probably have a book that they’ll ask you to read. Your willingness to read something that they recommend will go a long way toward mutual understanding.

worried-motherAs a parent, it can be a traumatic thing to have your son or daughter abandon their faith. It put me on a 7 year journey which became the reason I started this blog.

I want to conclude with a letter. My oldest son shared the following with me in 2013. It was written by a sympathetic friend to a mother who was heart-broken over her son’s loss of faith. It’s a thoughtful piece that’s truly worth the read.

Hi Unsure-mother. First off, though I am an atheist myself, I want to empathize a little: this must be difficult for you and your family. Your faith commitment is an important part of your life and it is bewildering to have your own child turn away from this. I don’t know exactly what you believe, but you might be worried about his soul in the next life, or his behavior in this one. If you don’t believe in God, how do you know right from wrong? If you reject God, how will you be reunited with Him in the next Kingdom?

The most important thing to understand is that these kinds of concerns, while very vivid and real to you, only make sense within a belief system your son no longer accepts. There is no sense in making threats of Hell or damnation anymore: atheists do not believe such a place exists. We don’t believe such a place could exist. The thing that is important to remember is that while we no longer believe that there are places beyond the world, the world he lives in has now become all the more important. That’s all we have. That’s all we ever have. His world is family, and school, and friends: all these things structure his life and he will need them more than ever. He needs you. He’s still a kid, and he’s a kid dealing with Really Big Questions in the only way he can: honestly and critically.

Most of us have come to this point honestly. This must be emphasized. We’re not angry at God, we’re not trying to get attention or going through some cultural phase. We looked at the arguments on both sides and came to the best conclusion we could. We only have 70 odd years on this planet. We make mistakes, too; we are fallible creatures prone to error and haste. We do our best. And sometimes our best is ‘well, I don’t think any of this is right.’ I don’t pretend to have all the answers. I don’t rightly know where the universe came from, or how life began at first. But I don’t need all the answers to know that some answers are the wrong ones. I don’t know, and I don’t think Christians, or Muslims, or Taoists know either. They claim to know; I claim to not know.

Suppose I’m wrong. Suppose your son is wrong. I’m standing outside the pearly gates and St. Peter, or God Himself, gives me one chance to explain myself. What would I say except “I’m sorry — I got it wrong. I really tried. But I got it wrong. I saw all the different religions, each saying different things, all changing over time. It seemed just a part of human culture, not ultimate truth. I saw unnecessary suffering and couldn’t make heads or tails of it, if you were good and all-powerful. It didn’t make sense to me to posit something existing to explain existence: that gets it backwards. I’m sorry, God, that I didn’t believe in you, but it wasn’t malicious — I just — I just screwed up.”

What would Jesus say to that? Would he send me to suffer forever? Do I deserve to be tortured eternally because I read Lucretius as a young man — the 2,000 year old Roman poet who professed his atheism before Christ ever walked desert sand? Because I looked at the ontological argument and found it wanting?

Or would he press me to Him and forgive me? And wouldn’t I desire that forgiveness?

If there is a God that would send me to Hell for making this mistake, I don’t want it in my life. Nothing justifies torture. Nothing at all. And He would not be worthy of worship–or even respect. If He is merciful, then I will apologize. If I am right–and he doesn’t exist–then I live my life as a free man.

And that is how atheists live: under actual freedom. The German philosopher Nietzsche wrote that ‘freedom is responsibility’ — genuine freedom. I am responsible for the consequences of my actions. So: how do I live? What do I do? Do I want to live in a society where everyone does what they can get away with? What standards do I hold myself up to? This is the essence of the atheist’s morality: his freedom, his rationality.

Before even Lucretius wrote his atheistic treatise De Rerum Natura, there was another man, Socrates, who asked a simple and startling question: Does God say something is Good because it is good, or is something good because God says it is? We must be careful here. If what is good is whatever God says is good, then we have no morality at all, but caprice. If God says: kill your son! it is good to kill your son. If God says: from henceforth, children shall be murdered — then it is good, by definition, that children be murdered. But that’s not morality. That’s authoritarianism. And if you say: “But God would never do that,” I ask: why? Because if there is a reason, then goodness is independent from God after all. It is grounded elsewhere. In what? Well: maybe in reason itself? Or maybe morality is just part of the universe — a different kind of part, not like your sofa or TV or the moon is part of the universe, but the way numbers, or relations (like ‘equal to’) — an abstract object, none less the real.

There is a very, very long tradition of ethical thinking that is, in fact, older than Christianity itself. In philosophy classes we teach wisdom that was recorded a millennium before Christ. If it is impossible to be good without God, there wouldn’t be one virtuous atheist. Yet there are millions of us non-religious men and women on the planet, and we live our lives, as best we can. Atheists don’t fill the newspapers with tales of carnage or debauchery — clearly we can figure it out on our own.

Well. Not quite on our own. We have each other. No one else — just each other. And that’s enough. So be there for your son.


23 thoughts on “To Christian Parents of an Atheist Child

  1. Such power in this line: The most important thing to understand is that these kinds of concerns, while very vivid and real to you, only make sense within a belief system your son no longer accepts.

    Great post!

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    • I have an adult son who is an atheist and I am not surprised. He was raised as a Catholic in our family but I saw the signs very early while living in the same house! Now his life has progressed with a family and he refuses to baptize my grand daughter and he raising her as an atheist. To be honest I must say I do not give a good shit. He was always a rebel so let him live it out till he winds up in Hell!


      • Hi CompanysOfFoolsblog,
        I understand the feelings of anger. When you think of your son, his atheism feels like a betrayal to how you raised him.

        But I would encourage you to reconsider. I don’t think you mean it when you say that you “do not give a good shit”, or that you are okay with the thought of his eternal punishment. Nor with your grand daughter’s.

        But the doctrine of hell isn’t even in the Old Testament. It was developed later. Heaven and hell were created later on by the church to control us. Fear is a powerful motivator, and the church realized that they could control the masses by threatening folks with the scariest thing the human imagination could conceive: fiery torment that never ends. A loving God would not create beings and then torment them in pain for eternity.

        Consider these additional hard questions about God.


        • There is a big movement to discredit my Catholic Church and that too is bullshit!. My church was created by Jesus Christ and I pattern my life after his promise. Even my divorced wife left the Catholic Church! She left me to marry someone richer that I could provide working double shifts at the state prison. I got my marriage annulled by a college of priests. I never remarried. I live the life of a hermit, never ever trusting a woman again! My son and his daughter and wife can all go to Hell.


      • @ companyoffoolsblog Reading your replies is rather disheartening and reminds me of one of the primary reasons I left Christianity – namely the ‘hellfire and damn you to hell’ attitude from many Christians. You say you are a Catholic, whose church was created by Jesus, yet come across as very angry and bitter. I think it is this sort of attitude that people, especially younger people, see that in part turns them away. The fact that you say “My son and his daughter can go to hell” shows just how terrible religion can make a person. I only hope one day you find a way to be less angry and reconcile with your son and granddaughter.

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  2. I am a non-theist freethinker (and former Minister with believers in the family) and I appreciate much of what you say and relate here. There has to be more honest conversation between believers and non-believers. That may best begin in families. Peace and. . . Good be with you.

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  3. This was a brilliant post, and brilliant letter! I plan on sharing it with a sister who has a daughter who told her she was an atheist over a year ago now. My niece ended up moving out of the house because she couldn’t take the constant arguing over it. This past Sept. I “came out” to this sister hoping it may soften the blow a bit, but I was so wrong. She lost her mind! I understand completely why my niece had to get out of that house!

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    • C, I agree. The inspiration in that letter can only come from the opposite of God. Sadly the author is writing what they truly feel…inspired to just be themselves with no creator. By the way, it is after thoughtful consideration that I have found that a watermelon can NOT seem to fit through the ac vent in my car….this is my analogy as to why sin simply can’t enter heaven. It isn’t that God won’t forgive after you died, it is that sin…… like the watermelon and my ac vent, it can’t get through.


      • Sherri, thanks for joining the conversation. Regarding your analogy, you mentioned sin not entering heaven. The Bible defines sin as actions (and heart attitudes for those actions), which displeases Yahweh. The Bible also includes many lists and declarations of sinful actions. I’m curious, if you follow the 10 commandments? Is that list a good representation of sin you’re referring to?

        Our free will — the ability to choose right or wrong — would be central to it all. Do you look forward to entering this heaven described in the Bible, minus your free will? I’m also curious — who do you believe created man’s free will?


  4. Where’s the, “My Parents Told Me They Believe in The Big Magic Man in the sky”? ‘Don’t be hard on them kid, they are still learning. Reality will hit them soon enough.’ lol No theory is fullproof. Ours just requires less WTF’s and more observation.


  5. Clay, a great article. As a recent de-convert from Christianity this article greatly helped me understand what my parents are going through, and why they are saying and doing the things they are. I initially was upset that they couldn’t “just accept” I was atheist, but I understand it a bit better now. Thanks.

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